Oh god! Why!
Another friend of my husbands has annouced they are expecting a baby! Really hit me hard this time! They have only been together, not even a year! I havent taken it well because we have been trying 18 months and nothing! I cant bring myself to congratulate them! Even through face book! It wouldnt be so bad if they had been together longer or something! You know, i feel like someone (im not religious but a god type person) is kicking me in the face! What have i dont thats so bad that i deserve this! The only thing in my life i have ever imagined myself doing, being a mother and i cant even do that! Whats the point anymore!
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